Last night I was explaining to a friend of mine the complexity of my life. We had been talking about being honest with people. I told her that people sometimes tell me that they really appreciate my honesty and me being upfront with people.

The sad thing in my head is, that I'm thinking 'crap, I thought my filter was on... I thought I wasn't being all honest and upfront'.

So there's a huge difference in perception. I'm thinking I'm all holding back and not really telling it as it is AT ALL. And they are getting that heck, she's upfront and honest with me...

So the real scary thought is..... What would happen if I wouldn't even try to hold back my opinion...........................

Yeah, scary alright!